TTC again, awaiting a rainbow!

Since the Provera worked and I had my "Period", we have been given the go ahead on "trying again".  I hate how that sounds.  It sure makes it sound like "It failed last time, wanna try again?"

MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR.

Brandon and I both want to parent again.  We realize that we are parents to four children.  Matthew, Katelyn, Darrell, and Claire.  Our youngest surviving child is Darrell, who is now five.  I have to parent Claire from Earth while she plays in Heaven.  So that type of parenting is different.

I miss the entire scenario and want it again.  Hopefully God wants it for us as well.  While I am not sure why he would have taken Claire, he did, and well he is God, so it's not like I can go to a higher up and complain.
There is no higher up.

My fertile window is July 20-25.  I've got my ovulation calendar going, all my documentation in my Ovia app.  Now I will just buy my opk's in a few days and start jumping my husbands bones.

I don't think he will complain.  We are excited yet scared to try again.  We can't let fear dictate our lives so we are pressing on, hoping for a rainbow.