I'm not crazy...I'm just a little "unwell"

I'm super sluggish today.  I'm also having a bad "Claire" day.  It seems like everything I am thinking of today I am minusing her out of.  

Darrell starts kindergarten soon.......Claire will never start school.

Planning a trip to Holiday World.....Claire will never splash around or ride a ride.

Fall/Winter clothes shopping...........The cutest clothes that Claire will never wear.

And then I did it.  I started writing her name down, and that turned into visiting the Babiesrus website.  That in turn led me to look for the crib bedding and room decor I had picked for her.  

That spelled disaster.  I downloaded the picture and then I just went downhill.  I mean I need a personal day now kind of downhill.

This was the bedding I had chosen for her.  I was going to hang victorian bird cages and paint them white.  

So many plans, and just to be shattered. 

This bedding set is called "Love birds".