This was the first weekend that I didn't go to Claire's grave. We had so much to do around the house to prepare for Brandon's back surgery. He is scheduled for back surgery on June 20th and will be a couch potato for 6 weeks. He cleaned out the barn and the basement. I cleaned the house and went to the grocery and worked on never ending piles of laundry. I refer to it as Mt. St. Laundry.
I felt guilty all weekend because I knew I wasn't going. I feel guilty today because I didn't go.
I am not starting to get over her or anything crazy shit like that. I was just busy. I don't want to be too busy for my baby girl. This coming weekend we are all decorating her grave for memorial day. I have all kinds of stuff to take to her.
I feel like such a bad mom for skipping a weekend. Shame on me.
A mother's personal story about the painful loss of her daughter Claire, her road to recovery, and her journey on Earth until they unite in Heaven.
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