Cuatro meses

Four months ago today, Claire ascended to Heaven, leaving behind all those who loved, cherished, and waited for her to be born.  Four months ago today, I sat in a hospital room very ill, holding the body of my daughter.  Oh how I wanted her sooooo bad.  She was my first biological daughter.  She was my priceless beauty.  With all the wonderful things I would have done for her, God found he could do better.  I pray today that even as time goes by she will know that the time that does go by, goes by much more painfully, simply because she isn't here.  I pray that she knows my heart and can feel my love from where she is. I wander around inside my own mind trying to find a reason, and yet there is none.  I will not know, until that day I see her again.  But, until that time, baby girl, please know that your mommy, daddy, sister, and brothers do love you and we will never ever stop.

Happy 4 months in Heaven Claire Bear.  You are my angel.

- Mom -